3ve’s blog…duh!

HELLO!!! First thing i wanna say is a BIG hello to everyone who reads my blog. Pls dun give up reading!! I’ve been very very super duper busy lately…didnt hav the time to sit down in front of the computer oso…if i do, i’ll be rushing for my assignment due dates. Sigh….the hectic college life has finally sneak up on me!!

So so so…updates on Eve!! Hahaha…very busy lor…preparing fo rmy mom’s company’s annual dinner dance. Today i finally finish thinking wat i should wit the dance al’d!! Yeah!! Finishing a dance ain’t easy!! Hahaha…and for my dance class, yeah!! My trainer invited my class to perform during their annual dinner. We had been practicing the dance lately adn it’s no easy one!! Hahaha…even makes me dizzy!! But i enjoy doing it!! Another dance class was giving me headaches oso….hahah…break dancing aint no easy task either!! Hahaha…i can say it’s harder tha taekwondo. Hahaha..today i did head stand and hand stand. Wow….so scary. Hahah…but it was cool. i still hav to train more to perfect it more. COOL!!! Hehehehe…and when u think tat’s all…well, think again. i still hav another competition on the 9th of October. It’s a favour for one of my good frens. But this ‘job’ i’m enjoying it. Hahhaha…kinda looking forward to tat day oso!! (Rene…i hav the intuition, we are going to make it gurl!!! ~^_^~)

I really hope to write my thought of the day…but i’m getting drowsy…better go sleep. MAybe tomolo… ~^_^~ Bye for now…

Hey hey, nth much had happened today. I finished class at 11am. Hahaha…good rite? But b4 tat i had two hours of Biology Quiz!!! Ish ish!! Hahhaha…stressful la!! And i got 73% only….cham nya!!! Not enuf to cover la….Miss Irene a…pls dun kill me!!! Somemore tat day she got surprise Q&A session!! Aiyoyo!!! For the new chapter which i havent study yet!! Ciz!! Half the class got punished!! Hahaha….u know wat’s the punishment??? Those who can’t answer hav to write 75 times the answer!! Ish iSh!!! Like Primary school punishment only!!! Ciz!!! HAhahaha…i hav to write "Goblet cell secretes mucus that trap dust particles and microbes" 75 times….because i forgot wat the heck was Goblet Cells al’d!! Ciz!!!! Hahahah…but she say she give discount 50 times enuf!! (Better than nth la…) Hahaha…."no wonder the pressure is unbearable!!!"

Then Emilia suggested to go watch movie in Pyramid, but she has to come back college at 1pm…how to watch movie like tat?! HAhahaa…i fetched Elaine home and went makan lunch wit Rene and Wilson (Again). Then we went Wilson’s house to watch Pimp my Ride hahahaha….so geng man!!!! Those guys at West Coast are CRAZY!!!! Hahahaha…so cool man!! I hope they can pimp MY ride!! Hahaha…try and change my junk car into a shiny machine on wheels!! Hahahaha….

At first tonite wanna go my babysister’s house wan…mom came back home quite late al’d…then she dun really know the way….we tried to get to Bandar Kinrara in Puchong, ended up in Bukit Jalil…hahaha…we stopped at a petrol station and ate McD then headed home….Wit all the turning and twisting, it gave me a painful headache…literally! We canceled the visitation anyways…becoz it was getting late. Ish ish!!! Cham la today!! Almost everything oso tak jadi punya!!!!

Thought of the day….Very lazy to think lately. Still running away from reality, refusing to believe wat i should. But the things tat are happening around me are forcing me to comform to it. I wanna break away from all these junk in my life. I really need a vacation. One where i can truly rest!!! Honestly, i dun know wat i’m thinking. So confused when i start thinking bout stuff. Whenever i reach a certain extend, my build-in security system kicks in and locks myself within. Trying to keep all hurt from penetrating me by isolating myself behind a steel wall. I dun know when i had such sensitive security system. i hav no idea which path to choose exactly, becoz all dun interest me. i dun know until when i’ll be given the chance to stand at the intersection. I dun feel like making my decision now. Why not try and let the decision make me? I’m tired of always doing and striving my all for things and people tat doesn’t see my effort. I wanna sit down once in a while and do the opposite.

SOng GoT StUcK

Who Am I? by Casting Crowns

That the Lord all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am i?

Tat the bright and morning star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wandering heart

Pre-Chorus:

Not becoz of who i am

But becoz of wat u’ve done

Not becoz of wat i’ve done

But becoz of who u r

Chorus:

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomolo

Way and tossed in the ocean

Vapour in the wind

Still You, hear me when i’m calling

Lord you catch me when i’m falling

And told me who i am

I am yours

I am yours

Who am i?

Tat the eye that sees my sins

Will look on me with love

And watch me rise again

Who am i?

Tat the voice tat calm the seas

Will call out through the rain and

Calm the storm in me

Repeat pre-chorus and chorus

~This is another long-lost song tat is hidden in my memories…a fren reminded me of it when she borrowed me her mp3 one day…and i was reminded of Him. Though the passion is not as strong as b4…i wanna feel more of Him…." Pls whisper to me Lord…i wanna hear Your gentle thunder"

Hey hey hey!!! Hahaha…been quite long i didnt update al’d. But hey, it’s not my fault!!! I’m not lazy okay?? I wrote one whole long update and suddenly the computer went hare-wired and deleted the whole thing…i was heart broken…*sob sob*…so now i’m writing again. Hehehe…listing out the summary of wat i’ve wrote.

I was saying tat rene, wilson and i had a movie together, Dark Water heheheh…it was not bad la…hehehe i like it. But compared to the Japanese Version , i think it’s not very scary la. Heheheh…Wilson and Rene were making funny noises throughout the movie. Hahahaha….Then we had dinner together in Old Town. And there is when i ate the most disgusting food in my life. Hahahaha…i ate pig’s intestine and stomach…(Wait wait, i haven’t finish yet, dun cut in so fast!!) Hahaha…and also pig’s brain. Well, ya, PIG’S BRAIN!! HAhahaha….the texture is very soft wan…like taufu. Hahaha…the taste was not bad. But when u look at the brain as a whole, wit all the white lines and stuff, it’s really disgusting!! Hahahaha…..

Hehehe…last friday was Nicole’s birthday, we had a surprise for her. We hid at Pizza Hut to wait for her, she has no idea tat almost all the girls in my class were in the restaurant. At first, we lit the cake and waited. But then she hasn’t arrive yet and the candles were burning out, then we decided to blow them out first. Hahaha….a few foreign guys were waiting behind and sung happy birthday, Hahahaha!! We quickly stop them and luaghed together. They were ready to go, but they still waited for Nicole to arrive. Hahaha…they joined us singing Happy Birthday and they left straight afterwards. Hahahaha…So nice!! We had a nice time, and ate together. Citrine paid by flashing her plastic Fuuuuyoooo!!! Hahaha…but of course we paid her back our portion la!! Hahaha…

Hehehehe…Pls dun scold me a!!! (especially Mei Yoon) Hehehee…i bruised my right shoulder….cis!! somemore i carry my bag over tat shoulder everyday, it’s so painful!!! I’m applying medication al’d, but the blue black still aint coming out!! Cis!! But asto how i got it. i got good news!!! I can do Shoulder Freeze al’d!! Though still not ‘very’ good, but i’m happy i can stand wit one hand al’d!! Yeah!!!! (but for a short while only)!! HAppy!! ~^_^~ Now training for a fast six step and a jumping one….forget wat’s the name al’d. Hahahah…hav to do it fast enuf. Hehehhe…i’ll be more careful not to damage any body parts anymore!!

Thought of the day….Well, something happened today, and i realize tat adults dun know it all. I mean, yes, people older (or maybe more mature) than us may give good advice. But not all are good. And not all we should take. Take only wat u should and give back the rest when u’re done thinking over it. Because i realize there’s some tat are too extreme. They care for us, yes, but do they know, we hav our own thinking too? We know how to think oso, u cant jus ‘force’ us to do the things that we dun wan to…it’ll only backfires. Parents, dun worry too much bout us, we are capable at some extend to think for ourselves.

Song GoT sTuCk

"Look What You’ve Done" by Jet

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won’t sing for you
‘Cause all that’s left has gone away
And there’s nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
‘Cause I just can’t think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won’t sing for you
‘Cause all that’s left has gone away
And there’s nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you’ve done
You’ve made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

~Do u hear me?~

Hello!!!! Miss my update? hehehe….Thanks for those who would actually take out their time to read my blog. Hehehe…real encourage to write more often. Hahaha…. These pass few days has gone by good. I’ve went to Johor Bharu during the weekend for the DMSJ bible. Over all, it was nice…only some ‘unsatisfaction’ Hahahahha…but the games were quite funny, though little too overwhelming. Guess wat? my team won again!!! hahahaha…Even Uncle Dexter is a bit ‘crazy’ playing the game. He actually collapsed on a table when the game master wanted the oldest member of either church. Hahhaa…the table was in ruins! Hahahha…

Well, staying two days in Johor is not a bad experience. The fun part was in the bus while we are on the way home. Somehow after a quick nap, and some KFC and A&W, everybody seems to hav an unexplainable adrenaline running through our bodies. Hahahaha…the bus was in havoc! Everywhere in the bus u can hear loud laughters and cheers. Even the usually quiet James Lim was laughing his head off! Hahaha…some jokers were putting on the A&W bear mask and walking around trying to be funny…Shu Lynn wearing a turban around her head and all sorts of crazy stuff la! Hahaha…must be the root beer! Anyways…i think all of us left with a heavy heart….

Thoughts tat had been accumulating for a few days….Hahaha! Actually, i cant really remember wat i was thinking the pass few days. But there’s one thing i know la…going to Johor brought back a lot of happy memories. I think one of my happiest times of my life is spent in Johor. As i stayed there…i remember back a lot of things. Memories tat i really hope will never end. And meeting Frederick there brought back even more memories. When Babeng, Yvonne, Freddies and i were taking photos together, i suddenly felt tat wholeness of being a family again. : ) If i can, i’ll be putting up photos for ya, but i cant seem to find my cable. *sob sob*

Many things i’ve thought of. Dun know how to differentiate a lot of things. I still so confused bout wat i want, and wat i could do to change the situation. Aih!! My fren wrote:"" Love others as you love yourself .. and not love others more than you love yourself ..because if you love others more than you love yourself, you’ll soon run out of love." I hope i still hav it in me to carry on. At least to still give out to those tat really deserves it. But so far, i think i’ve been giving it to the wrong ppl. And sometimes, deep in my heart, i regret tat i didnt keep some for me at least for rainy days. I havent really seen my ‘fruit’ yet after ’sowing’ much. I dun know whetehr i did it correctly or not. Keeping a part of my heart for myself ensures tat at least i hav some left when all is gone. But i need to recharge oso…but current situation is preventing me from ‘recharging’ becoz there’s jus some ‘cares’ tat i jus cant accept, so tat the person would hav some to keep jus in case he/she comes across his/her rainy days.

SonG GoT sTuCk

"Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father’s come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

~Alarm set to after September~

Hey hey…Here comes the weekend!! So fast la…doesnt feel like friday oso! I think becoz of the holiday in between la…today i got three hours in a row of Biology lecture. First day in her class al’d got pressured like dun know wat al’d! She very lebih wan la…cis!! First class got notes, assignment and homework al’d!! Hehehehe…after tat i went a comic shop i found down the road to read comics there…it’s great!! They hav tonnes of comics there and they serve drinks…thus there’s a cute kitty tat will greet u when u walk through the door. Hahaha…she’ll miao at u and follow u…like she’s the shopkeeper. Hahaha..she’s oso very tame and let u pat her head. I sat down at the table and she jumped on the table. I scratched her neck and she laid down and purred. Hehehe…cute!

Then i went back bout 12.30pm. Reached home early and cooked my own lunch because yesterday use it up for Restaurant Talipon al’d!! Hahaha…(Hey!! Nice dinner guys!! Really full!! hahaha..) Then nth much…went to sleep lo!! Hehehehe…piggy la me! Hehehe…when wake up, feel a bit guilty la…so went and stretch a bit and rehearshed some dance moves. Then mom got me KFC as dinner… (-_-") so much for my workout!! Hahaha….

Well…thought of the day…i watched Uptown girls today. I see two girls living different lives but sharing the same problem. One acting matured about it, one acting childish bout it. In the end…they are just running away from reality. I’ve been sleeping a lot these days…i think it’s a kind escaping too. Haha…but at least i get rest!! I hope i can fast fast end all these ‘mar fan’ things. I know the fastest way is to face it head on, but i know it’s no easy road to walk oso. So…for now, just let me prepare myself by runnin first. I’ll be back for the action when i’m all ready.

SonG GoT StuCk

"Thank You For Loving Me" by Bon Jovi

It’s hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There’s no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky’s a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you’d make believe
That you believed my lies

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

[Solo]

Lock the doors
We’ll leave the world outside
All I’ve got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn’t fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me

~Thank u for loving me…~