3ve’s blog…duh!

Yesterday church was having an event called the Gethsemane Overnighters. We were suppose to ivernite in church, a casual outing and pray at nite. This is the only overnite which the lights off at 2am in the morning. Haha…well, anyways, u didnt spent the nite in church. I took part though i’m a bit sick. The worse part is only my throat. I"m having a ’sexy’ voice now. Hehehe…we hang out in church, played some icebreaker…it was fun hitting each other. Hehehe..(Playing chopping i mean…) Then we found a bag of presents downstairs, Some presents are nicely wrapped, some r wrapped in Makro catalogue paper! We tot someone must hav left it there during Christmas celebration. Hehehe…Later only we realized that the bag belongs to Uncle Dexter, and the gifts r for us!! Woo Hoo! We get to choose which one we wan and open it. I got two round candles. Which is not bad for me, hahaha…later i discover it was more than ‘not bad’! Hahaha..it was actually one of the best! The others had rotten banana skin, broken sea corals, sea shells, left over muffin papercup, used tissue paper, week old spring onion, half eaten curry puff…etc etc! Hahahaha!! Fuu! Then we surprised Uncle dexter too wit a birthday cake. Hehehe..at bout 10.30pm i went back home to sleep. Was not feeling very well…slight fever. Today morning woke up hope to feel better but actually didnt. Somehow gotten worse. Almost losing my voice al’d. Went to church to hav breakfast. I tot i was late, but when i reach there, Dennis came and ask me to check out on the girls upstairs. I went and two out of three were still lazing in bed. The usual la, Yvonne and Elaine. From pass camps experience these two ppl u hav to rumble them to get them out of the bed! Hehehe! Memalukan! All the guys were wide awake, but the girls are still sleeping! Actually the girls were having pillow talk until bout 5am in the morning. Hahaha…padan la! We did quiet time and made breakfast. I shall not write was was the feeling of cooking breakfast…PheewWW! Anyway, we manage to finish it, and had a rather OK breakfast. Uncle Dexter was suppose to talk on a topic after breakfast, but we sat on the table and continued chattin wit him, until he decided he would jus talk on the issue we were chatting bout. Hehehe…basically is wat we should do after SPM or after Pre-U…Good topic actually, i think tat’s wat the ppl went there for. To find some guidance…

After tat, they went bowling, but i didnt. Stayed at home, didnt know wat to do, played wit Cuddles, and tried to train him to give me his hand. I keep on saying ‘hand! hand!’ for bout 1 hour, but he still dun get it! Huh! Dun know whether purposely wan or not! Anyways, later i fetched sin meng to Micheal William’s house for dinner. We were the first ones there and helped him to carry the food up to his apartment! So cham man! Two sick ppl trying to walk up fourth floor while carrying pots full of food…(food that we cannot eat somemore!) Soon, ppl started coming in and were eating dinner al’d..the food was nice. Especially the chicken! Hehehe..and we get presents! (Again!) Hehehe! But this time i know tat it’ll definately be better than Uncle Dexter’s yesterday’s gift! Hahaha..i actually got wat i liked. It was two highlighters which comes wit cute cops. Hehehe…It was really nice. We played IQ games, which some i can figure out, some i could not. Hehehe…we had a lot of laughs.

Thought of the day…Today i feel darn tired, i dun know whether it has to do wit my sickness or jus darn stressed out. I dun know wat had come over me these days..had been having nightmares. Very restless…something is bothering me every much, hope i jus can scrap it away!

Blessed Christmas everybody!! Hehee…i know it’s a bit late to wish u guys now. Sori to those i didnt havthe chance to wish…Becoz my hp credit is running low, i got so many ppl on my hp list, it takes one hour for the sms to reach u guys becoz of the amount of ppl, and i didnt wan anyone to feel unfair if i didnt send one to him/her…so, i decided…not to send ANY! Hehehe… : P Sory!! But those who wished me, i really do feel the warmth! Thank u very much, (even for those who purposely write Merry Christmas EVE!!!) Hehehe..hope u all had a wonderful and meaningful Christmas!

I really did miss the A,B,C,D team in church. I mean…It’s our last performance al’d, after so many many days and hours of training. : ) But it’s worthwhile! Hehehe…Christmas Celebration was great becoz of the service of u guys…I hope God is pleased!

Straight after cleaning the church on Christmas day, my family went to Seremban. Joanne was planning a Christmas party. And the weird thing is…everyone doesnt know bout it. So everyone panicked there was not enuf food to go about…ppl start buying and cooking like crazy. Hahaha…when we reach there bout 7.30pm, there was everything! Two roast chicken, pasta, shepherds’ pie, mee hoon, salad, Barbeque prawns, beef and sausages, Tong Sui, Ice cream, Ice Kacang oso got…Etc etc…haaha, even a bottle of champaign and a bottle of wine…thus junk food from Thailand and Phillipines. Wow….not bad for last minute preparation! Hehehe…we talked and chatted bout all the embrassing things tat we did as chiildrens…our parents were apparently having their best times when we are all embrassed! Hahaha…and we found out, our family members quite embrassing wan lo! Hahaha…Example, my uncle was at the airport a few years back, and saw Leon Lai. He wanted to take a picture, but was stopped and was requested 5 US dollars to take a picture. Boy! Did he mess wit the wrong person. My uncle was angred and shouted at Leon in cantonese, :"Leon Lai only wat, wat’s so big?!" Well, embrassing enuf? Not until u hear this…! Next day, my cousin sister opened the entertainment news section on the morning paper and the head lines read in bold:" WHAT’S SO BIG BOUT LEON LAI?" Story was about Leon Lai was scolded in the airport by someone! Hahaha! And after tat, he’s not famous al’d…hehe, nola…i dun think it’s becoz of tat incident!

Today was normal, i slept most of the day. Hehehe…tat’s wat u call a holiday!! Then after tat i went to the basketball court. Wanted to sweat out a bit, but then too bad, the court was full, and they are al’d playing game. So i jus sat around and chatted. Mom brought back Pizza today, so i ate..hehehe..Fat lo! I went to Jay’s house, they were having a BBQ for fun! Hahaha…tot i get to know some of the new ppl in church there. There were only bout 8 ppl there only…and everyone was having fun. i drove there and i wasnt sure which row was it. IU agak agak turn in, i expect to see ppl and light, but didnt see anything oso, hehehe until a black guy walked out and stand in the middle of the road! Hahah! I parked my car and went in. Hahaha…flattered tat they clapped for me coz i was late. Hehehee..we laughed and joke, had good fellowship. Jay was a bad cook! Everything was charred black! hehehe…oh well, all the black ones were given to three kittens which were hanging around. We peel off the black skin part and threw to them the insides. They were happy enuf! Hehehe…

Thought of the day…Well, After Christmas Symptoms la…very cham wan! Suddenly, all the spirit has died down and it’s back to cruel work again! Ai! Christmas can be a happy day, but can be a confusing day oso! I guess some of u can understand wat i’m saying! Sigh…when things dun happen like u think it will. It takes u by shock and ruins everything u hav planned. U feel uncertain bout things and everything seems uncomfortable. It sucks! Sigh…well, hope tat it’ll soon wear off! Tat my brain will maintain back it’s balance and forget bout everything. It’s killing me!

Hey hey, i was reminded tat i didnt jot down something tat happened few dasy before! Hehehe…silly me! Told ya i am forgetful! Anyways, i was planning to go Sunway Lagoon even b4 my exams were over. A fren wanted to go …butsomehow didnt make it. And he gave my a 20% discount coupon. So i wanted to go after my exams. Jus tat i dun know who to go with or when to go. I asked Mei Yoon who works at Sunway Lagoon as a lifeguard to see whether she can get better ticket ratings. But there’s no luck. Anyways, days passed and was quite busy. I gave little thought of going. But somehow, David asked a question tat day tat triggered the idea again. Hehehe…and we recruited a few ppl from church. And Thanks to Mei Yoon who kinda planned the whole thing instead of me! Hehehehe (Thx Mei yoon! Luv u!)…She called my on Monday and told me tat she managed to find 10 free tickets for us! Wow! Of course i umped to the oppurtunity! Hehehehe…

Thus i dun hav to drive! 8 of us went, ching yi, man ling, mei yoon, daniel, david, another david, james, and myself. It was a great day to go there. It was cloudy and the sun light was jus rite. (Though david hope it was sunnier—apparently he wanted to be tanned.) Hahahaha…Well, we went and makan first then only entered Lagoon. We waited quite awhile to get the free tickets and we filled a form. Then only we realize why we were given free tickets!! We were GUINEA PIGS! They were launching this new ride called "Pirate’s Revenge" and we were suppose to be the first official passengers on board! Hahaha!! I guess everything comes with a price huh?

So, bout 3pm we were waiting to go on board. And it started raining. Hahaha…makes the ship more realistic! Hehehe….finally, three chickened off and left five of us to go on the ride. It’s something like the old Pirate’s Ship, but only tat this Pirate Ship goes up and turns 360 degrees. And it stays vertical for a quite some while. All in all it was a great and exciting new ride. Except the safe precautions are a bit ‘tight’. Hehehe…the bars and the seat belts are terribly tight! Squashing every breath out of ya! I guess they are REALLY making sure no one falls off the ride with national TV cameras on!

We went on all the rides in the parks…and the last was Tomahawk before we crash back into the wave pool. The last ride was a killer! Hahaha…everyone who went on that ride was so darn dizzy after tat! We needed water to clear our heads! The wave pool was great, soon we got ourselves a free tube. (Thanks to the life guards too!) Hehehe…and decided to walk the River floating on it. But well…8 ppl fighting over a tube meant for one? U can imagine. Hahhaa…at last we jus kinda hang over it…though it kept on tipping over anyway coz there’s bout 5-6 of us hanging on to it at one time! And while waiting our turn to slide down on the tube, some of us…(which are very notti) was waiting at the end to overturn the tube. Hehehe..well, David was unfortunate to be caught wit four ppl overturning his tube…and i guess the force was too big. He hit his head while flipping and flopping in the water. Ouch! But he’s fine, nothing serious! Hehehe…jus tat even during dinner he was still walking in a zombie like form!   -_-" He was silent after the whole incident…we were concerned. But he turned out for Worship practice the next day! Hehehe…looks like he’s fine! (Sory David!!) Well, after Lagoon closed, we were all super hungry for food! Hahaha..ate KFC in Pyramid and went back home. It was a fun day! A day my brain get crazy and tired at the same time!! Woo Hoo!! Everyone had a HAPPY time i think!! ; P Hehehe… OK now, tat’s the memory i wanted to write down before it vanishes into a endless blackhole of forgetfulness. Hehehe…

Btw, today i baked cookies again! A whole lot of em! : ) Yum! And wrapped up all my pressies al’d! Hehehe…it seems like my Tree is bearing joyious ‘Fruits’ now…which is a good sight to see! Hehehe! HAppy CHriStmAs Eve!

Hey hey!! Blessed Early Christmas everyone! Hehehehe…Christmas is rite behind the corner! An Important Birthday reminder! Well…very busy lately wit all the preparation and all. Wow! From church Musical Drama practice to buying presents to decorating the notice board. Everyone seems to be so busy!

Yesterday went back to college to take my long-dreaded results…I msg Emilia in the morning and asked her if she was going there to take the results. And she replied me bout 9am in the morning tat she got Maths and Moral A..the rest B. Wow! i cant believe it! Maths A!! The subject tat i was bound to get C!! Pressure al’d..i can feel my heart thumping and my brain going all over the imaginitive realm…tried but cant fall back into sleep…I wanted to call my Jie Jie and tell him i wanna get my results now. But hey, tat’s a bit CRAZY!! Hahaha! Anyways, jus as planned, Jie Jie came and picked me up. The first thing i say to him after greeting him was:" Lets go take my results!" And i still remember he asked:" U sure or not?" Walau! Really tat terrible meh? Anyways, when slowly approaching college tat time…i really felt the adrenaline. My heart was like jumping to my throat! JIe Jie parked outside coz no parking, he had to make a round so i was to walk through the long corridor and towards the exams centre. No one was in college, probably taken their results in the morning. Only a man was on duty in the exam halls. I presented my ID and soon, he handed me the results with a warm smile. (Though at tat time i think my hands was too cold to feel the warmness) I took a deep breath and open the paper. Maths and Bio was as predicted an C and B. THe rest an A! Even Chemistry! Wow!! I double check to see whether it is my name or not! Hehehe…Really thank God!

Soon after, i slip into the car and was feeling weird because i’m relief. A moment when ur whole body seems to hav taken off a heavy load. Phew!! Hehehe…we headed to Mid Valley, and everyone there was crazy!! We cant even get into the parking lot let alone find a parking. So… we went back to Pyramid. Hehee… amazingly, there was quite a lot of stuff on sale there. Bought quite a lot of things hehehe…and picked up some good ones for my family. Then we went to pick up david. Hehehe…and Auntie Ivy belanja us dinner becouse Ah Keong brought back crabs tat he caught himself during his trip back to Kampung! Hehehe…NICE!

Today didnt do much though! Stayed in whole day baking cookies until bout 11.30pm! Hehehe…(So those who get my cookies! Be appreciative!) muahaha! Believe me, the cookies are great! I hav to stop myself from eating it all up! And my mom wanted me to bake more tomolo…Oh man! Hahaha…it’s hard work ya know?! Tomolo i hav to wrap up all the cookies and the remaining pressies. Maybe if i hav time i’l bake more…coz i want them for my self!! Heheh!!

Thought of tat day…hehehe, well, a nite before my results were to come out…my mine was overeacting. I was laying in bed, thinking wat would happened to me if i lost my scholarship. My mom has al’d told me tat i will not stay in Inti if i lose my scholarship. Either i will go back to form 6 (Which i highly doubt) or go and take digital animation in The One Academy…I keep on thinking how many stupid mistakes i did during the test…Sux! Anyways, i was praying desperately to God. Becoz i know, it’s not my time yet to leave Inti. I think the main reason was the CF there. God knows how much tat CF has helped my through difficult times. And i guess my time is not up yet, it’s my time to pay back through service. And i did my bible study. Amazingly, God talked to me about panic prayers. How people when faced with times of panic and fear, will often pray demanding prayers. Demanding God tat he/she wants this and tat done, but didnt stop and ask God wat is best for them. "Instead of trying to quell your fears with panic prayers, surrender yourself to God through a prayer of relinquishment, and see what He will do." ~written by the commentary. From tat moment on, i realize tat i can find peace during fear by surrendering to God. And while i was walking down the long coridor in coll, i prayed to God, to surrender to Him. And a rush of peace fell over me, and i thought, even if i lost my scholarship, God will certainly hav reasons for tat. ^_^

Lord take my my life and make it wholly Thine;

Fill my poor heart with Thy great love divine.

Take all my will, my passion, self, and pride;

i now surrender, Lord—-in me abide.    ~Orr

Today is the most strainous day for my voice i should say! Hahaha..early in the morning, i went BUC to rehearse for the performance tomolo. i left home at bout 10am and didnt step back in after bout 8pm. Wow…siao la! Hahaha…anyways, i went there till 1pm. On the way back, almost everyone in the van fell asleep! Tat’s how tired we are. then had lunch and straight to church for teriffic teens. I was song leading, and we sang to carols to get the christmas spirit into everyone. Hehe….Uncle Dexter introduced a new icebreaker which require a "Joseph" and a "Mary" to get into the "Inn" made out of a human wall. Hahaha…i believe everyone had fun! Hehehe…Then at bout 5pm, we had carol practice. Fortunately, we didnt hav choir practice at nite! Fuu! Tiring!

Thought of the day…well, today, indescribable. Jus imagine wat i’m feeling through this song…

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Ye Qu (Night Symphony) by Jay Chow

Yi quen shi xue de ma yi    bei fu rou shuo xi yin

Wo mien wu biao qing   kan gu du de feng jing

Shi qu ni   ai hen kai shi fen ming   Shi qu ni   hai you shen me shi hao guan xin

Dang ge zi bu zai xiang zen he ping   wo zhong yu bei ti xing

Kuang chang shang wei shi de shi tu ying

Wo yong piao liang de jia yin   xing rong bei lie duo yi kong de ai qing

Ah   wu ya kai shi zen bi   ye se bu gan jing

Gong yuan li   bai se mei gui   zai cun hei de huan jing diao ling

Wu ya zai shu zi shang gui yi de hen an jing

Jing jing ting   wo hei se the da yi   xiang wen nuan ni   ri jian bing leng de hui yi

Zou guo de   zhou guo de sheng ming

Ah si zhou liao man wu qi   wo zai kong kuang de mu di   lao qu hou hai ai ni

Wei ni tan zhou su bang de ye qu   ji nian wo si qu de ai qing

Gen ye feng yi yang de shen yin   xin sui de hen hao ting

Shou zai jian pan shang qiao hen qing   wo gei de si nian hen siao xin

Ni mai zhang de di fang jiao you min

Wei ni tan zhou de ye qu   ji nian wo si qu de ai qing

Er wo wei ni yin xing mai min   zai yue guang xia tan qing

Dui ni de xin tiao de gan ying   hai shi ru ci wen re qing jin

Huai nian ni na xian hong de cun ying

Na xie duan ci pang de qing ting   san luo zai zhe shen ling

Er wo de yan jing   mei you si hau de tong qing

Shi qu ni   lei shui kun chuo bu qing   shi qu ni   wo lian xiao rong dou you yin ying

Feng zai chang man qing tai de wu ting   chao xiao wo de shang xin

Xiang yi kou mei you shui de ku jing

Wo yong qi mei de zhi xing   miao hui hou hui mo ji de na ai qing

~In the greenlands, a dragonfly without wings flutter; through the windows of my eyes, not an inch of sympathy. Playing a night symphony for you, as a rememberance of a love deceased; jus as the voice of the night breeze, a heart break pleasing to the ear.

Hey Hey! Wow…my holidays started not long ago, but it’s packed al’d with activities! Pheewww! So cham la…but it’s fun oso…no homework! Hehehe…today went and watch Narnia! Wow man! It’s a must see man! i love it much! Hahaha…though some ppl may find it a bit slow and boring. But it has a deep meaning beneath it…The true meaning of sacrifice. Even death pulls back itself! Hehehe…guess who it resembles? Hehehe…Today suppose to do some chirstmas shopping but to no avail..oh well! I still hav tomolo. Wow, tomolo will be a long day! Phew! 7.30am at college to paint banner, then 1pm rock climbing in Summit, 5.00pm start to go church for song leading practice at 6.00pm. Then rite after tat, 8.30pm choir practice. Hectic n Crazy! And i’m still wide awake here! I think i caught insomia! Cant sleep! and dun feel sleepy! Cham la…i wanna sleep!!!

Today had a long day of choir practice. SAGC choir is going on tour man! Hahaha! jk ya? Two performance in one day! one in antioch church, another in a church in Setapak. Means travel for the whole day! Wow…And we are practicing our heads off. We need IMPROVEMENT! Doing soem last minute touchup…but it was fun..enjoying the process ya know? hehehe…especially the drama! Good works people! Hilarious! ^_^

Thought of the day…emm, christmas is coming. Well, there are dilenmas when choosing presents too! Some presents are meant to be given, and presents that shouldnt be recieved. Every present tat has been handed out to someone else represents a part of the giver. The more u spend time choosing a certain present, reflects how important tat person u wanna give it to meant to you. Gifts are meant to mend broken hearts, resolve conflicts and kindred a heart. Wat happens when a gift represents the end of a story? Wat do u do then?

Hehehe!! Funny heading eh? I arrive home yesterday from Taiping. Hehehe…honestly, i need a holiday after this holiday! Hahaha..it was so packed! I went to my cousin’s wedding…well, though not very close to him..but he’s still a relative! Hehehe…and i get angpow! Muahaha! Jk! Anyways, on this trip, my dad decided he wanted to bring my ‘lil’ brother’ Hahaha…fortunately, no ‘accidents’ happened along the way, u know wat i mean? He was quite ‘kuai’ along the way. Hehehe….accept he kept on asking my mom to carry him, so he can look out the window. Hahaha…not bad travelling for three hours wit him. hehehe…

Anyways, we arrive there safe and sound, thanks to God. Everyine was excited to meet my new family member, and as usual, he was darn excited as well! Hahaha..visited my grandma, 88 yrs old and still remembers certain ppl. She’s good man! HAhaha..then the next day, my uncle brought us to Penang! Wow! i havent been to Penang since i’m 12 yrs old! We visited a lot of places including Kek Lok Si. And of course, we ate like there’s no end! Hahaha..i’ll display the pics later! Hehehe..tat’s how Eve gets fat!! Ice Kacang, Chao Kuey Tew, Cendol, Lobak, Kuey tew teng, Rojak, Sui Kao, Dim Sum…etc etc! Hahaha….Taiping is indeed a good place to relax and eat ur heart out! And it’s bout an hour’s drive to Penang. Recommanded by Eve! Hehehe…(Good place to get Christmas gifts too! Hahaha!!)

Thought of the day, well, should be happy going on a holiday…but still during the darkest silence of the night, thoughts dun stop coming to u. I’m attracted to Jay Chow’s new album, coz it has a lot of sad songs. I skipped all the happy ones and revise all the sad ones. Y? Because i’m scared of listening to happy songs. Reminds me of moments tat use to be sweet, but taste ever so bitter now. All happy times seems to be a haunting image of wat has become of past. Reminds me of the sweet melody tat once warms the heart, but now a menacing twist tat chills the spine. Hate and Love is jus a page away…we must keep our delicate balance. I find tat i’m losing balance. Struggling not to fall on either side, i chose not to think bout it, immune myself wit the pain, and praying one day, i wont feel which side i’ve fallen on. Ppl ask me why i always update my blog. For those who dun know me, i’m a very very forgetful person. I tend to forget things easily, so to prevent my memories from fading away, i write them down. I forget easily moments tat i cherish…especially happy ones. Unfortunately, bad ones are automatically scripted unto my heart. They leave scars i’m unable to erase. And they eat up the good ones. Kinda like benign cancer! It spreads and influence others. No chemotherapy is able to cure either. I guess tat’s life? *snickers*

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San Hu Hai (Coral Ocean)- Jay Chow

Hai ping mien yuan fang kai shi ying mai   bei shang yau zen me ping jing cun bai

wo de lian shang   shi zhong jia dai   yi mo chien chien de wu nai

ni yong cun yu shuo ni yao li kai (xin bu zai)   na nan guo wu shen man le xia lai

xiong yong chao sui   ni ting ming bai   bu shi lang er shi lei hai

zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai)   fen shou shuo bu chu lai

Hai niao gen yu xiang ai    zhi shi yi chang yi wai

wo men de ai (gei de ai)   cha yi yi zhi chun zai ( hui bu lai)

feng zhong chen ai (deng dai)  jing lei ji cheng shang hai

zhuan shen li kai (fen shou shou bu chu lai)   fen shou shou bu chu lai

wei lan de san hu hai   cuo guo sun jian chang bai

dang cu pi ci (ni wo dou)   bu gou cheng su tan bai (bu ying gai)   

re qing bu zai (ni de)   xiao rong mien qiang bu lai   ai shen mai san hu hai

hui huai de sa diao zen me chong lai   you lie heng de ai zen me chong gai

zhi shi yi qie   jie shu tai kuai   ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai

bei ke li ying chang le shen me qi dai (deng hua er kai)   wo men ye yi jing wu xin zhai cai

mien xiang hai feng   xien xien de ai   chang bu chu hai you wei lai

~zhe shou ge gang hao xing rong mo men de gu shi. Ke neng wo men yi kai shi jiu xiang hai niao he yu de ai, zhi shi yi chang yi wai. Cha yi yi zhi dou zhai, zhi shi wo men dou bu gan xiang xing. Bu gou tan bai. Sui ran ni yi jing bu dong duo dao na ge jiao luo le, wo ye bu zhai xiang xun zhao ni le…xi wang you yi tian dang wo dao le hai bian, wo ye ke yi qiang wo men de ai shen mai san hu hai li. Yong yuen rang ta mai chang…na yang wo men hui ji hui he chang zhe shou ge ma?

Hai ya’all! First official day of my holidays and it has started off fantastically! HAhaha! I tot of sleeping until the cow comes home this morning. But unfortunately, my brain did not behave, and woke me up automatically at 9am. I was not able to sleep more than 7 hours now! Awww….man! But anyhow, i felt fresh. Hahaha…coz i only get like five hours sleep normally…seven hours is a luxury! Then today whole day laze around the house only…hehehehe!

Then i got ready for the STAR high school prom nite. It was quite hectic. Hahahaha…i was struggling with my make up…Sori la, never put make up on my self b4. Trial and error! Then luckily i manage to finish up b4 the car came to fetch me. Haha… mun loong, sai chun, wei kang, jern ee, hin lun, siew ling and I went together as a group. The whole table only seven of us. Hehehe…it was not bad…but the sequence of performance was a bit draggy.  The food was okay… I never tot tat i would meet anyone there, but i saw Michelle and Chung En there. Hahaha…wat a coincident! Nice nice…! Few of us took funny pics while we are at it. HAhaha…i was dragged by the MC to dance on the stage wit Jern Ee…it was a game, and we lost! Hahaha!! (Hey, i was wearing skirt, cant show my moves k?) 

~ Meteor garden–the return! Hahaha!

Mun Loong, Michelle, Chung En and I (Hehe..) was nominated as Prom King and Prom Queen. Not bad for a table of 7! Hahaha…didnt get anything from the lucky draw though. They were giving away DVD player and Mini Hi-fi…Hamper oso didnt get! At last they annouced the Prom King and the Prom Queen…well…(hehe) Couldnt believe tat they chose me.I went up the stage with the Prom King…and guess wat? Hahaha…he is from Inti. We hav never spoken in coll b4, but we know both of us exist in Inti. Haha…so ironic. STAR High School Prom Nite, and the Prom King and Queen are from Inti Subang! GO INTI! Hahaha! We promise each other tat no one in Inti should know, so…I’ll leave it to u to guess who he is! Hahahahah…

~MysTeriouS Prom King! Boxes to cover face…hahaha!

~Group pic!

It was fun to let ur hair down after a stressful exam! Fuu! Tomolo going to Taiping to attend my cousin’s wedding. Then we’ll go Penang for visiting. Wow! I’m gonna be so fat! Eating all the penang food! Hahaa! YUM!!

Thought of the day…well, yesterday i got disturbing news…a guy named Charles. Which i am told had died in a car accident. I met Charles bout three four years ago. We were in the same school. We were holding this Ragais concert. And i met him there. He was tall, dark and funny! A very good fren to be wit. But later on, he graduated. We didnt contact much. Until three years ago, we bumped into each other in Sunway Lagoon…and a whole bunch of us enjoyed the rest of the day together. It was fun! After tat, i didnt hear from him al’d. Days passed, months passed, and years passed. Now tat i’ve heard from him , he’s not there anymore. Was told tat one of his frens were drunk and was driving. They had an accident, he didnt survive the crash. Pls pls pls, dun drink and drive, u are not only dangering urself, but other ppl’s life! Imagine u standing in front of ur best fren’s parents trying to tell them tat u r responsible for their son/daughter’s death.

Aw man! I feel so terrible and darn scared…ppl can jus leave u anytime. I wonder wat would happened if i stayed in touch wit him… Charles…rest in peace man. I know he’s touched many ppl in his live with his cheerfulness. We shall miss u….

Hey hey!!! WOO HOO!!! Finally finally finally it’s OVER! (Temporarily) But pls let me bask in the glasdness tat it is finally over! Hahaha…finished my last tortureous exams today. well, didnt feel as good as i expected to be. Sigh! Coz mainly the paper was hard. And i’m darn worried. But hey, i al’d did my part, cant change anything now. Only lay it in the palms of God.

Straight after exams, i drove home…was a bit moody as i was terrified bout my results. Sigh! i can predict my results al’d. 2A, 1B and 2Cs…it’s so definate! Sigh! Anyways, went to Mid valley. Didnt hav any particular thing to shop or to do. But it was fun jus to take mind off things. Hehehe…then reach home not for long, the ‘heng dais’ called for yam cha. Then went out again! Hahaha…super tired! So wanted to sleep! I only had like four hours of sleep last nite. Tomolo i’m going for my first prom wit my Heng Dais, actually, quite excited bout it though i dun hav a date. Hahaha! But wit great frens, who needs a date?! Hahaha…

Thought of the day….well, actually more like thoughts a few days ago. Haha…i watched Bruce Almighty on TV. Brings back a lot of memories from the first time i saw the movie. I still remember i watched it twice in the cinemas. Surely u know wat Bruce Almighty is all bout rite? A guy who wanted to control his own life was given the power of God by God. Haha…in the beginning, he had fun! Haha…zapping everything by the tips of his fingers, and everyhting he needed. But there’s one thing he cannot do, is to control ppl’s free-will. Becoz of some misunderstanding, his GF was leaving him ,and in all his power, he desperately wanted his Gf to love him back. He tried using his powers, but nth happened. Well…it’s kinda like us. God cannot do everything. He cannot do certain things, he cannot sin, he cannot control free-will, he cannot make u love Him. Loving Him is our own choice. U think God is doing a bad job wit ur life? Wait till u’re life is in ur own hands! Now tat’s disasterous! Finally Bruce gave up, he shouted in the rain:" I give up, i dun wanna be God anymore, i surrender all to YOU!" well, a blinding light came across him and he was ran over by a truck. He reached heaven, talked to God. All God wants him to do is to pray. Even though He knows wat is ur deepest desire, but he wants u to tell Him! He prayed, and God granted. Simple as tat……God desires to be close, only when we let Him.

Yo dudes! Another update from me! Hehehehe..ya ya, i know i should be studying now. Believe it or not, there is in fact a biology book right next to me. But i’m not crazy enuf to read it. Hehe…though soon i’ll hav to do it. *sob sob* Kesian! Anyways, we shal not discuss bout this matter! Today i had my first paper, actually i kinda forget most of the procedure of sitting for an exam al’d. Hahaha…but i know soon i’ll get ot back. 1 down, 4 more to go. Hopefully tat i’ll get through it safe and sound…(my scholarship!!) Walking into the exam hall was indeed a bit scary, but as i started my paper, all i can think of is geting out of there asap! hehehe…if everything goes right, i should be able to score this paper.

Then right after, went to church for Teens. Most of the teens are gone. Went to STM for teenstreet. How i wish i was there! Sounds like they r having fun there. Been thinking lately tat my life is getting dull. i need something to tune my frequency back. Wanted to enter some competition and turn up the adrenaline u know? I watched ‘Bring it on again’ tat day, and i really missed the competitive feeling. The last competition i went to was Copa IBA and it was like so many months ago! I wanna improve my break dancing. I dun wanna fall short from the class since there’s like so many talented ppl there! Then maybe go for performance. Hehehehe…provided if the chance comes. Well, for now, i’ll jus hav to polish my skills.

Thought of the day….hmm, still the same. Still having the ’stress’ of it. But hopefully the exams will drown out most of the unnecessary thoughts tat fills my mind. Hav been feeling weird lately, like something undescribable is missing from me. Hmm…havent found wat it is yet.

Watched television quite a lot during this week, there’s a lot of good show on. And i noticed something, almost all of the shows hav guys tat are reluctant to let the girl know bout their true feelings. Hmm…i once heard from a fren, tat there are no such thing as a super shy guy, if the guy likes u enuf, he will definately find ways to be with you. If he says he’s too shy, then either he really hav no guts AT ALL, or he’s not tat INTO you. Emm…i think maybe she’s right bout this statement. Watched Ed lately? I can jus strangle him! Though Carol is slipping through his hands, he refuses to budge. Then there’s ‘Superman’. U know young Clark Kent from Smallvile? Same case, Lana is practically waiting for him to pry the words out, but all he does was walk away. Dun guys realize tat us girls dun wait forever? Guys dun like waiting, i know, but so do we. Open ur mouth and be truthful! Guys, if u r reading this, if there’s no other obstacle except urself, do me a favour and tell HER! I got this from ‘Bring it on again’. There are two types of ppl in this world, the type tat looks at risks and says "WHY?" and those who look at it and says "WHY NOT?" i myself for one, despise emotional risks. But maybe, if i’m reminded of it, maybe i’ll jus say ‘why not?’. Someone told me, "It doesnt matter wat is the outcome of taking the risk, u’ll always be glad tat u took it." How nice if someday i could muster enuf courage to do tat. Hahaha…meanwhile, i’ll hav to wait for the oppurtunity to take risks. Hahaha…