3ve’s blog…duh!

i Hahahhaa…How many of u still believe tat miracles do happen? I am for one believe in miracle. I believe that God still moves His hands against the norm of the world for the sake of something special to happen. Hhehehe…Today i woke up feeling a bit dreadful, partly becoz it was quite early, and partly becoz i got the whole semester 2 chemistry book laying on my bedroom floor waiting for me to flip through it’s dreadful pages…but most of all, today was the day tat my results are coming out…(Now u feel the pain dun cha??!)

I studied half of wat i was suppose to study and was wondering i should step out, drive my car all the way there to look at the terrible paper tat ‘almost’ hav the power to determine my future in Inti Subang Jaya….i decided tat i’ll jus hav to go. If not, my imagination will somehow spread like a deadly virus in my brain cells and somehow eliminate all my sanity! Hehehe…anyways, i was ‘told’ by God yesterday i cant hide from my problems…i cant jus cuddle up in my cosy bed in front of the tv wit a large bucket of ice cream…and forget bout the world. So, i picked up the courageand stepped out. I was listening to Desperation on the rooftops album, playing was the song "I’ll Be ok" and i prayed…Somwhow, there was a lot of cars at that area at a unlikely time. I had a hard time looking for a parking space…finally, after the second round of trying, i prayed for a parking space, and i tell you, God is definately Great! The car i front of my pulled out of a parking space fairly near to the college. I was strongly encouraged. To cut the story short, i went in, took a deep breath, and saw my results…well…er…not exactly excellent though! : P But i was definately happy to maintain my scholarship! Yahoo!! Heheheh…later i catch the movie ice age 2 with a fren, it was hilarious! Hehehe…need to put laughter into mmy study life sometimes! Hehehe….

Here is a song tat i adore…hope tat u’ll love it too…

Amazed

You dance over me

When i was unaware

You sing all around

But i never hear a sound

Lord i’m amazed by You (X3)

How you love me

How wide

How deep

How great is Your love for me…

~Indeed we hav a Great God looking over us everytime…

aHey hey! How r u guys lately? Hehehe…Eve has been busy preparing for CF camp lately, so didnt update as frequent al’d…anyways, jus wanna thank all those tat were at the camp! Everything went great, thank GOD!! Hehehe…praise Him! All His working, i’m not joking! Well, special thanks to the guys during ladies and gentleman nite! You guys really impressed us girls, and treated us like princesses! Hahaha…especially the synchronized swimming! Hahaha! Great experience in the camp la…never imagine planning a camp could be so complicated! Learnt a lot there! Hehehe…

Well, jus wanted to update some recent incidents tat happened to me…Em…one nite i was cuddling up in my blanket and suddenly i felt a sudden pain on my right elbow, i was awaken by it, and had a look at it. Through my blurry vision, i could not see anything, and went back into dreamland…HAha! A few hours later i think…hehehe, bout 8am, i was still cuddling my dear Giant Patrick, with my blanket in between. Jus like the pain i felt earlier, it shot up my hands which were crossed in front of me. This time i jolted up, and had a better look…but still, again. i couldnt spot anything unusual, no bruise, no bite…nth! Then i lifted my blanket which were pulled up my chin…and guess wat? *deep breath* Dun wan u to faint…hahaha! It was an inch long black and white caterpillar looking back at me on my chest…ya, no kidding!!! Tat lil fela stung me twice during the whole nite! It was standing up by the time i reveal it! Goodness!! still gives me goosebumps! HAhaha…my instinct wa to remove it from my tee asap!!! Hahaha…i flick it on my bed, i stared at it’s twisting and wriggling body for quite sometime. Thinking whether to kill it or not…but i decided against it, coz it may be a beautiful butterfly one day…so, i tear a corner of the newspaper and carried it downstairs and released it! Fuuuu!! Wat a experience! Hahaha!! I actually hugged it to sleep for the whole nite!! Hhahahah!!

Thought of the day…hav u had anyone coming to u and ask..:"Why is God doing this to me?" Well, i’m not denying, i’ve asked this question b4. Maybe a lil too many times…but i’ve learn what it means. Ok, to tell u something personal, my bro is having some serious problems now…my mom (a non-christian) came up to me one day and asked me:" Well, girl, why do u think God is doing this to ur brother? Dunno whether this is His will or not?" I’m not surprised tat question came…but can u actuallly blame God for wat u hav done? Can u rob a bank or tell a lie, and say tat God ‘made’ you do it? Even you know u did wrong, and know it urself, dun be afraid to admit, God will always…and i repeat, ALWAYS forgive u!! But sometimes after confessing, we still go through the consequences, but guess wat? It’s not becoz God didnt forgiv you, but this is the fruit of your doing…u reap wat u sow! Sometimes, we jus blame God for the things we go through…but through it all, God says tat He only discipline those tat are HIs….u know wat it means? Means…if u go through hardship, u r God’s child!! Funny and hard to believe? BELIEVE it! He only trains you up becoz He wants u to be a better person! Though it’s painful…but assured that God knows ur limit, He wont stress you beyond tat! Isn’t God great?! If u r not feeling any stress being a Christian, something’s not rite!! Be encouraged bros and sis, dun let all these pain and fear get you down, coz Jesus didnt die so that we would be losers! He suffered for us, so we can be conquerers! Praise Him!! ^_^

Hey hey!! Wow wow wow…hehehehi know…Eve is getting lazier nowadays…not updating her blog and all! Hehehee…sori, okok, i admit it was laziness, but studies are the main factor! No kidding! Hehehe…these few days are like crazy man! Didnt hav enuf sleep oso, i look like ghost! Hehe…anyways, it’s ok now since i’m in my holidays!! Woo Hoo!!! Muahaha!!

Hehehe…so long didnt write blog al’d…i oso dun know where to start! Hehehe…these few days, got somethign big happened la…but i’m not mentioning it here…hehehehe…soon u guys will know anyway…so, might as well make u all wait in suspense! Muahaha!

Though of the day…ok, today i wan to share somethign which i think really touched me. Today as i was reading my bible, doing my quiet time, and i came across this passage…Where Jesus was saying to the country where He did most of the miracles. Tat though the people there knew bout all these miracles, they are still stubborn to repent. Well…since i’ve done this passage before in Bible Knowledge class…i didnt ‘feel’ much about wat it said. Until i read the commentary, and the contrast tat it gave really struck me hard. This is wat it said: " A fire broke out in a building, and it spread, and got bad. There was this one woman who was trapped in the top floor, she was screaming and calling for help through the window. The fire truck immediately elevated it’s ladder wit a fireman towards the window where she stood. He reached out his hands to her, and ask her to grab it so he can pull her onto the ladder to safety. As soon as she edged the window pane and saw how far down the drop she is risking climbing over the pane, she got scared. The rescuer assured her that he will be able to pull her across. But she retreated backwards into the fire, the fireman did everything in his might to persuade her…but she refused and stayed in the room. He continued trying until the fire hav grown to be so bad, they had to retract the ladder. When the fireman was on safe ground, he mentioned to another:" I did everything to safe her, but she wouldnt let me!" " That struck me hard…it hurts me to imagine tat scenerio where the lady refused the hand of the fireman. When she could hav lived if she jus trust. But instead, smack rite in front of her, a lil fear cost her her life. How many times a day u think Jesus felt tat way? How many people out there knew tat Jesus is stretching out His hands to pull them from the fire…yet when they see the risk they are taking, retreated back into the fire? And wat if, tat woman in that building were your loved ones? Can u even comprehend the pain of seeing ur love one retreating back into the fire? And u saying everything u could? The feeling of helplessness…totally unbearable! I closed my eyes then and imagine if it was my love ones, and tears start streaming down…for so long, i hav forgotten the urgency of bringing them to Jesus…i felt bad and asked for forgiveness…

Thus wit today’s extreme weather, sudden change from a sunny day to a big storm. Heard there was hail stone in Sunway also…gave me the tot tat the end is near…i hav no idea when Christ is coming again. Of course i’ll rejoice the day He comes…but i dread for the people tat are left behind. I’m so scared tat i might not done wat i should to safe them…and it hurts so much tat they dun understand wat i’m feeling. Wat of tomolo is the day…would u see ur love ones following u into God’s glory? Or would u look down at them from on high, puzzled and terrified of wat has happened? Jesus is forever gently knocking at the door of ur heart, He’s not going to force through it. He paints the sunset everyday, rolled the sun into it’s place, turn the earth around the equator, bulid up the mighty mountains and breathe life into every leaf…and He jus wants u to take His hand, the hands tat painted the sunset, the hands tat rolled the sun into it’s place, the hand tat turn the earth around the equator, the hand tat build up the mighty mountains and breathe life into every leaf…and He’ll pull u to safety… But still, people retreat into the fire…."I did all i could to safe them…but they jus wouldn’t let me!!"