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Hey hey…today as i opened my blog and read all the comments some of u hav been giving me…i’m seriously touched and deeply encouraged to continue to write testimonies in my blog. Thank you…u all hav been truly a blessing to me. : ) So…let’s get down to today’s blog!! Hahhaha!!

Today woke up feeling weird…u knwo the feeling like u got up at the wrong side of bed? Ya, exactly like tat…not only am i sleepy…but i am totally clear tat i hav a stack of organic chemistry notes waiting at the foot of my bed…which…shall i say not TOO enthusiatic to read. So…reluctantly..i pried myself off the bed…(practically rolled off it) and headed towards the bathroom. No one was at home…except for a slumber bro. Meaning…no breakfast. Sigh!! Wat a morning to wake up to! I forced myself to study at least wat i’m suppose to finish. Somehow i jus feel pressured and stressed out.

For the weirdest reason, i picked up a book from my rack…"stomping out depression" It’s a book i hav laying around…for pass reasons…but havent quite finished it yet…coz i found tat the bible is a better cure! Anyways, I started to read where i stopped decades ago. And i was jus so amazed at how God provides guidance in different places. There’s a story bout this lil boy who was bought out of slavery and brought to live wit a rich man. He stared in awe at the huge mansion he was brought to. He stepped in, and his new father welcomed him warmly. He found out tat other adopted children oso lived there. They made frens and he was extremely grateful for the great buffet tat was prepared. He ate the glorious food and was happy…but when he turned around, he accidently pushed a tray of crystal jug glasses off the table…it came crashing to the floor into millions of tiny pieces. Dread fell over him…how is he gonna get out of this mess? Definately he will be sent away from the house. The first thing he did was to hide…and he ran towards the basement. He opened the door and decended below…it was dark and damp…but he found other children down there oso. Hiding away…they didnt talk to each other, becoz they were too ashamed. He found himself a corner and balled himself up…many other children were there. Some attempted to climb the stairs back into the bright light. But soon overwhelmed by the guilt and shame…"my slave master was right…i dun deserve all this wonderful things, i belong in this dark basement…tat’s all i deserve." To survive, they ate the green moss tat grew on the walls…some children may shout out encouraging words from up above…but some made it worse by condemning them. Each of them had their own story about wat they had done wrong.

Then one day…he started thinking…"Why not i jus throw myself at my adoption father? I mean…wat do i hav to lose? Even if he asked me to eat the crumbs from the dining table, it’ll be better than this." So he decided he’ll climb the stairs toface his father with the truth. " Father, i knocked over some glasses and broke the pitcher." The father without a word took him by hand in to the dining room. To his utter amazement, a grand banquet laid before him. " Welcome home son, there is no condemnation for those who are in my family!"

Sometimes we are jus like tat lil boy…hiding from our Father whenever we did something wrong. Unknown to us tat our Father al’d knew we are going to break that crystal pitcher. Where can we hide from His eyes? Do u hav any idea how far he would go searching for you if ever u were lost? Sometimes, it’s hard for us to face Him wit the truth. But wat do we hav to lose? Why stay under the basement and eat moss while He has al’d set a banquet before you? Honestly…when i read tat…whoever is in His family is not comdemned, tears flowed. Coz i was feeling stupid…how could i missed tat He is right beside me? He’ll find me…no matter how far He has to look for me, and wit opened arms He’ll carry me back…unfailing love…who in this world can give this kind of love?

Hey hey…the day has finally arrive where i hav to suffer through endless hours of traffic jam to get to a place tat causes even more headaches and heavy drowsiness…sigh! but today as the first day is not as bad la…many ppl were present…new and old faces. First hour of bio class…we hav to draw 10 diagrams al’d…wow! A-levels…amazing huh? Hahaha…hav to draw male and female reproductive system… *sweat*. Hahahaha…at least not TAT boring!! ; P Hehehe…

Oh ya, caught a movie while i was roaming 1 utama on sunday wit my church pals…hehehe…"Hills hav eyes"…Wow…one of the bloodiest movie i’ve ever seen…and super brutal. Summary is tat there are these mutated ppl tat stays in the desert which used to be goverment experimental ground for nuclear bombs. They hate ppl who trespasses their ground and kill them as food…All in all, not a very good one, would not watch " Hills hav Eyes Too". Except for gun shot heads, hacked body parts, mutilated corpses, disfigured ppl…nth much bout it. And as all scary movie goes…there’s always a ‘next generation’ left behind… Wilson was whining and cringing almost throughout the show…Man Ling and Ah Keong were either hitting him to stop, or hitting him to scare him…Hahaa! David wonder when the show would end…same goes for me…Hahaha! Quite a pointless movie ler…

Thought Of the day…Em…so far, i’ve read all of Dan Brown’s books…well…for those who dun know bout Dan Brown, he is the author of the famous Da Vinci Code novel tat is selling hot every now…the movie is comin up on May…Before all of u Christians out there condemn me…i’m not promoting the Da Vinci Code here…or rather, if u wanna know more, join CF…hahaha! We are doing a study bout the truth and fiction of the book…

OKok, getting back to MY thought of the day…hehehe..it’s not bout the famous Da Vinci Code, but bout another book, Angels and Demons…i came across this passage, and i tell u..the strangest places God can speak to u! Hahhaa…basically, the passage is bout this Swiss Guard, Chartrand walking wit the camerlengo (A person who temporarily carries ou the duties of the ex-pope before the new pope is elected) Chatrand did not understand the ‘omnipotent-benevolent’ thing tat is proclaim bout God. Meaning how can a God,  proclaim to be all-powerful and well-meaning, not stop starvation, war, sickness…tat is happening to ppl everyday? Quoted :"Terrible things happen inthis world. Human tragedy seems like proof that God could not possibly be both all-powerful and well-meaning. If He loves us and has the power to change our situations, He would prevent our pain, wouldnt He?" Sounds familiar? How many of u hav asked this b4? I did…honestly, more than once. How do u answer such a crushing question?

Well..the ‘camerlengo’ answered this (Quoted) :" Imagine u hav a 8 yrs old son, would u love him?"

"Of course"

"Would you do everything in your power to prevent pain his life?"

"Of course"

"Would you let him skateboard?"

" Yea…i guess…Sure, i’d let him skateboard, but i’d tell him to be careful."

" So, as this child’s father, you would give him some basic, good advice and then let him go off and make his own mistakes?"

"I wouldn’t run behind him and mollycoddle him if tat’s wat u mean."

"But wat if he fell and skinned his knee?"

"He would learn to be more careful."

"So, although you hav the power to interfere and prevent your child’s pain, you would choose to show your love by letting him learn his own lessons?"

" Of course, pain is a part of growin up. It’s how we learn"

"Exactly."

~The purposes of today’s event may not be seen until tommorow…walk everyday not by sight but by faith, let God’s vision be your vision…