3ve’s blog…duh!

Hey hey ppl! Yes yes, i’ve finally updated my blog. Hahaha…sory for leaving it empty these pass days…mainly becoz i was too busy doing stuff for coll, studies and church…u know average busy day. And besides, my bro has been hoggin on to the net. Well, so how is everybody? There’s a few person who al’d asked me why hav i not updated my blog…welll…so sory…and thank you lreading my blog. I appreciate it. : )

Well, if i would hav told u wat happened during the pass month, u would end up with sore eyes, and i’ll end up with sore fingers. Hahaha…so i’m jus gonna give u my highlights. Well…basically many things happened during the pass few days…DMSJ bible quiz was only over the last week and guess wat? SAGC is the champion!! Hahah…Inti CF had a great Rally happening oso!! Hehehe…then there’s oso EMF coming soon…wah!! Hav been practicing many many times…and hav to sacrifice my captain ball time to practice somemore…sad!! Hahaha…but of coursel, i enjoy doing wat i’m suppose to do in the band…though it requires a lot of screeching of my voice. Hahaa…hope this year we can make it through and be the champion oso ler…scared though, coz competition is kinda great!! EMF (Evangelistic Music Fest) come and enjoy @ 26/8/06 Port Klang Goslpel Hall…it’s like Battle of the Bands between churches. Hehehe…contact me if u wanna know more or interested ya!

ThOuGht Of tHe MoNth (Summarized version) em…wah…so lmany things ran through my mind…i’m jus gonna write wat i felt these days k? Well, honestly, these days i’m not doing very good…struggling basicallly wit God. But it’s not very bad la…coz i know il will always wan to honour God. Jus tat…sometimes reluncting to do wat suppose to be done. Sometimes, the fact u see is not the fact God sees it….so…hard to judge based on our own understanding. Sigh…sometimes…i feel like i’ve done something so bad…God is not talking to me anymore…and He’s not listening to me anymore. I cried out to Him…and it seems to bounce right off the ceiling…i’ve been trying to pray hard…lbecoz i feel as if no one is listening to me. Though i know tat’s imposible…but i jus need assurance. So…today i prayed again…and i asked God to pls assure me tat He’s still there to carry me through this rough time…definately, God’s grace is sufficient.  I opened my bible to read.,..it was a familiar passage, but it touched me. It says tat He is the good shepherd, He calls His sheeps by name and He lays down His life for them. Well…i was instantly assured tat how could i doubt Him? He knows me by name, i’m in His flock and He’ll do everything to keep me safe and to rescue me. Even when the wolves comes, He’ll be there to lay down His life for His flock…Sigh…how can God bear wit sinners like us? Sometimes it jus makes me wonder. Doesnt He get tired? Like…we failed Him countless times…and will fail Him countless times again. Wat makes Him stay? Because He is not a hired man, He cares for His flock…lHe loves them deeply, and therefore loves u and me deeply…and u never leave love ones behind. I pray tat i wouldnt stray away from Him…i pray tat i’ll never lose Him, coz i cannot imagine a life without Him in my life…who can i turn to besides Him? Life is al’d hard by itself…without Jesus, it’s jus pointless.