3ve’s blog…duh!

inHey everyone…this is actually an old update…it has been in my mind, and i cant help but to share the happenings of this day to you. But be prepared! This blog is not for the weak and faint hearted. Kids, ensures tat you r under parental advisory…and please…pregnant women are prohibited. For those of you…who r prepared…courage is much needed…becoz…wat is going to be unfold…is not wat u would expect it to be….

It was September 12 2006…a cool but normal tuesday morning…i did not hav classes until 12pm…so i took my time, but was planing to go coll earlier to study. I look at the time…running a lil late…the house was deserted. I grab my stuff and i headed to the car with slightly faster pace. Slam the car door shut, turned the ignition, shifted to reverse gear…lightly tapping on my accelerator…AND THEN…It happened. The knock, the the shriek and the screaming of my tyres breaking. Blood drained from my face as the blood chilling images fill my imagination. Shaking hands on the wheel…no time to waste, there might still be hope! Rush down from my car…faster. I moved behind my car towards the other side…that’s when i saw it…my fingers grew cold…face pale as the morning sky. My legs frozen in place…my heart beating at my throat…"No…no…it cant be happening…!"

TO BE CONTINUED….(got class now)

Ok OK…dun kill me for leaving u guys in suspense! It’s not my fault!! Hahaha…blame it on the finals…okok…i’ll continue! Anyways thanks for those who called me and messaged to make sure everything is ok..

Seriously…i can feel my knees weakening…a tiny pool of blood formed…i stagger forward to hav a better look…i knew it was too late…with each twitch, the pain cut deeper in my heart. i was filled with dread…i couldnt believe i’ve conducted such cruel act…the lil lifeless body lie silent within less than a minute…it’s mom came and tried licking it up she turned and looked at me…eyes filled wit fear and vengence…man!! I’m so sory lil kitty! (Yes yes, Cuddles is still alive and well) it quickly ran away as i moved nearer. There was nth more i can do…i lifted a wood…and moved the body away from under the car…all the time i can feel vomit was almost up my throat. i placed a few newspaper on top of it to cover it…then still filled wit guilt…i HAV to drive to college…sigh! How i reach coll…i hav no idea…but it was a horrible sight.

I came back home and told dad bout it…he didnt say much…jus sighed. Actually..tat said it all. He promised me tat he’ll handle it…he’ll help me bury the lil one tomorrow morning. Dad to the rescue i think…

Hey hey ppl…How u guys doing? Hehehe…thx for all those nice comments you’ve posted, thanks Iggy for the uplifting message, thanks wilson for the kind words and letting me bully u everytime. HAhaha!! Well well, those who know wilson, and to those who dun know oso…hehe, check out his blog! Cool!! But i forgot the address! NOOOo!! Hahaha…promise in the next blog, i’ll linclude his blog address. For those who al’d had it, go check it out!! I’m serious!! One the nicest blog i’ve ever read!! Hehehe…check out the one about EMF (Emergency Medical Facility) Hahaha….It’s nice and darn funny!

Ok ok…let’s get back to my day!! Hehehe…as usual, wat does a A-levels student do except to spend every single free time thinking bout studies??! Ish! Hahaha…so, i shall not mention anything bout tat!! Those who start to even utter the word study to me while i’m trying to forget it shall taste my wrath! Hahah!! Hehe…today  i sat for a maths Test…though it doesnt count for a single mark…it’s designed especially to make u feel bad bout urself…so u can study lmore. I feel so stupid after the test! SUX! Then later in the evening, i went to a surprise party for my RBS fren…Mr. Chung En! Hehehe…we were gathering and tried to surprise him…but apparently, we walked trhough the door wit us shouting SURPRISE! and he had no expression wat so ever coz some smart guy went and msg him and said he cant make it to the party…oh well!! HAhaha…Food was nice…didnt eat anyone up…though some of us did started talking crap after few cups of spiked coke. Hahaha…especially someone who started talking scientifically how ninja turtle is not a turtle but a tortoise…and used my cup to drank…then later which was banned from the drink…but got high on watermelons instead! Sigh! RBS ppl!!

Thought of the day…Well, havent been doing great lately, without mentioning studies crashing around me…it seems like everyday is required a lot from me…feel tired in everyways…but God has remain good…jus tat i’m the one who is getting lazy…and impatient. My face has STRESS written all over it…i mean literally! Pimples growing everywhere! Sigh! BUt Oh well…i’ll try my best, everyday is a new day. And God’s grace and mercies are new everyday!! Heehe…I’m having programmes lined-up for me…trying to squeeze everything in…when i tell ppl i’m not free…somehow i hav a feeling tat they dun really believe me…sigh! Wat to do?

Sometimes…you get hurt…even after long periods of time, when u meet tat person, a gap is always there. And somehow, a part of the pain returns to haunt u…At least for a while. I dun know bout u, but i tend to avoid ppl like tat…sory to say…i prefer to pretend i didnt see u, though i did. Not tat i dun wanna talk to u, but i jus du nknwo wat to say. Such a sad reality. I hope i dun increase the number of these ppl in my life…if not, i’ll die! No matter how well it heals, a cut tat is deep enough leaves a mark, a memory of wat could hav been. I hav no idea y i hav so many scars….some noticeable, some not. But it’s there for a reason, doesnt matter if i realize the meaning of it or not, but as long as i know God has a purpose for it…makes enduring less painful.