CatChiN’ Up!
Hey hey…ya ya, i knwo wat u r thinking…no reason for me to not update my blog al’d rite now ya! Heheee…but honestly, i dun know why i didnt do so! Hahaha…okok, so, now A levels are all out now…happy? Thrilled? Surprisingly dull! Hahaha…well, it’s kinda like…u hav this target for so long al’d, and when it all ends…u jus cant adapt to ‘normal’ living anymore. Hahhaa…but i’m adapting to it…
Well, these days has been the first few days after one and a half years that i havent lie around and do absolutely nth! Hahaha…wake up, no more text books lying open on my bedroom floor…no more notes towering my sofa bed (cum study table)…no more pens and other stationaries running wild everywhere…no more alarm clocks!! Hahaha!! Can imagine wat my room looks like during study times ya! Hahaha…for the sake of ur sanity, i will not show u how my face looks like during exam times…U’ll thank God…believe me! But…u know? I knida miss those times…i cant believe i jus said tat out loud!! OH NOO!! Wat hav i come about?? NooOooOo!! I’m a NERD! Well, sad to say, but without being a nerd, u’ll hardly pull through A-levels! Mostly eat sleep eat sleep…nah! U know wat i mean! The duties of home employed geologist! Hehehe…
tHOuGhT Of ThE dAy…well, u know? Today a long lost fren asked me a few things and why i was doing certain things tat i am. Well, i tried and explain as thoroughly and convincingly to her…but i was appalled…Honestly, I didnt even convinced myself…let alone a blurred girl who has not much understanding of my actions. I sympathise her blur soul…it was an issue i’ve been struggling these few days…and there are certain measures i’ll hav to take for the better good. Though the ‘action’ i took was rasional to my thinking…but somehow contradicting too…so, sometimes, i need to remind myself hard why i’m doing wat i’m doing. But this conversation wit this fren…somehow made me think. And though i still hold on to the hope of the ‘better good’…but something knock me on my heart…and i feel once again…losta nd sad…..funny huh? Hahaha….but i’m sure…if i’m to make jus a lil sacrifice for a long term benefit…i’ll jus hav to deny my desires…
